My first days of vacation

This summer promises to be interesting. In this week a lot of unexpected things has happened. Some of them overwhelmed me a bit. I wasn't prepared for that. But on the other hand, something has changed inside me. I'll try to change something in my life. I had to think a little. I promised myself that this summer will bring something new. I'm tired of all that is now. This is not what I expect from life. 
I hope that I can deal with it and fix everything.